May 2011
89 posts
Max’s party. So good. Talked to so many people, laughed so hard, engaging conversation, great friends, great highs… Drankin and smoking, always keeping it light and gay and happy. Mitch and I reconciled which was a looonnngggg time coming, like why were we not talking for so long who caresss?
Scott R you can holler at it, you’re such a cute guy. Ian P oof you’re kinda...
Boys 2 Men
This is half a joke, half a psychological theory.
(Playing the diary words against the fight that ensues/robbing in the Wendys parking lot; cars rolling up and throwing threats and quickly exchanging human parcels via car windows until Dan’s car was completely vacant and the darked out van occupied.)
-need to adequately copy the conversation with maggie via text and the toby bbms-
J:...
Having waves. Flow with.
Playing a dice game I’ll never remember.
How the FUCK is it 5:24???
Chloe’s where it’s at. Watch again another time.
I feel like a sick dragon when I smoke out of a...
Using 4 notepads at once arbitrarily
I would LOVE to touch the nose of a giraffe, dohhh. This blanket’s soft. Yeee.
Dan just stumbles in, but I didn’t mind at all. It felt like a sitcom. Maggie and I will start watching Community this summer. Or Modern Family? Or Pushing Daisies but I’ve already seen it I just love it so much!
That kinda hurt. I know it shouldn’t have. I was texting Meg and I had asked her...
so instead i ended up sexting three boys at once? OKAY how do the playas do it because this is annoying
at one point i even texted matt and asked for a good picture of me back, so i could send it to someone else because i was too lazy to take another.
pat spontaneously signed off in the middle of a climax (all meanings intended) and then texted me frantically “Assign my Internet went...
Just in case the rapture does come tomorrow, here’s what I did on my last day:
Worked in the box, totally sober and exhausted from Senior Ball still
Ate Lucky Charms there and watched Pushing Daisies
Left work and cried out of stress about Italy/friends
Argued with my mama on the phone a lil about Italy flights and texted some people
Brought my macbook into the bathroom and showered to...
summer, last person in this dorm, pillow pit,...
AT SOME POINT DOWNLOAD THE SONGS IN "DOWNLOADAT"...
Liv Tyler is SO not that beautiful anymore. Just saw her picture on Elle and I’m over it. My phone is dyiiing as we speak, and I’m wondering if I should make up for getting back from the hotel to work late by staying an extra hour when I really don’t want to/it’s not that busy.
I probably will, but I’ll colour.
Good tunes in Maggie’s car but I’m feeling gassy again… Oof. Gotta eat slower!
When I washed my hands of the dirty hotel room? I’ve gotta remember to post pictures of what we left behind, scary times. Really a lot of fun though. Not TOO wild of a night. And I think that guy Justin from my class got the picture that I’m not interested…
Ugh now I have to go...
i'm remarkably good at my job despite how high i...
SeƱor Ball '11
When did I become so shy? Why haven’t I just manned up and made what I wanted to happen? And even when there’s nothing more to lose, why do I stay safe inside my hard exterior instead of challenging things and taking chances like I used to? Did I?
Cold Hard Truth That You Know Deep Down
Look, I know you’re thinking you can change someone’s mind and now’s the time and they’ve loved you before, you can grab their affections again - you can’t. They don’t want you right now, so rather than wasting efforts towards someone who can’t appreciate you til you’re gone (and they will and you can deal with it then if you’re still...
really ugly feelings post, i'm gonna recommend...
i just want you to know, dani, that you treat me EXACTLY like you complain that maggie treats you. so please, don’t complain to me anymore or warn me about anything having to do with her. ESPECIALLY considering maggie is more there for me than you are. and by “i just want you to know” i mean, i’m just gonna keep it to myself. because there’s really no point in...
What a strange and wonderful group there was tonight! So many new people. Wish I hadn’t eaten so quickly or felt the need to eat at all, I get so sucked into peer pressure, then become the very ringleader of what I was trying to resist… Anyway. There was JJ, Ryan, Toby, Alex, Jazmin, Nicole P, Sara P and Jason F… What a weird but very nice and pleasant group! Max joined after at...
Packing up my room for things to take home even though I’m staying at school senior week and all summer… What don’t I need?
Vaping cos it’ll pay to have a calm stomach and positive outlook in the car with mama. I’m so excited to see her rahrahrah